Good morning, everyone!
I remember when I would be working nights, I would always take about ten-fifteen minutes right around sunrise time. The Arizona sky would light up into a brilliant spectrum of colors....red, orange and blue. Of course, after my little break, I'd have to go back to work and it would start the busy time: patients getting up, moving around, washing up, getting ready for breakfast. We would be running around like chickens with our heads cut off until report time. But I still remember that one brief period of quiet time and watching the sunrise and thinking back over my life (to see if I forgot anything!) and thinking ahead to see where I'm going. It's a great time to reflect on life.
I'm no longer working, but I still love the sunrise. I get up at 5am and everyone is still asleep, so it's so nice and quiet and peaceful. This is when I do my emails and blogging most of the time because it's easier to think and not be interrupted. Unfortunately, this early time is when I miss my mom the most. I remember her picking me up from work and we'd get breakfast and watch "Charmed" reruns while we ate. The guys would be alseep, still and we could talk about anything. Now I'm missing my early morning buddy more than anything in the world!! You'd think after 2 years, I wouldn't be so nostalgic all the time, but if anything, I think as time passes I'm even MORE nostalgic about my mom. Does it ever end? I know I'll never forget her (I think of her everyday), but will it get easier and not hurt as much when I think of her? I can only wonder.
Nothing much else to report. Frankie is doing well, drain and all. When I empty his abdominal drain, I get anywhere from 5cc-20cc's out. Hopefully he can have that removed when he sees the surgeon Sept. 7th. Every time when the visiting nurse comes out, he says the drain site is looking really good and Frankie's vitals are in normal range. I check them periodically, too, and they have been normal for me, too. I'm just glad that the hospital ordeal seems to be over with! Knock on wood....such as my hard head! LOL!
I'm still in the fibro flare-up I had all last week, although I think it has lifted somewhat. I am still so very stiff (especially upon waking) and my left foot is still very sore. I go back to the podiatrist on Tuesday so I'll mention that the shot he gave me didn't help at all. Speaking of fibro, I want to mention a very good book called "Fibromyalgia For Dummies." It is very informative and educational. Check it out on Amazon.com. I've made it very easy - just click on the link to the left and it'll take you right there. You can buy it either new or used. I've bought a lot of stuff from Amazon and think they are the BEST on the 'net. I've also got a "ferris wheel" of fibro books from Amazon at the top of my blog that you can take a look at. Or, you can do your own search using the widget below to look for Amazon merchandise. Am I just a shop-a-holic's dream? LOL....
I don't know if I've blogged this yet, and if I have, bear with me. I will be seeing the bariatric surgeon on Sept. 15th and have a conference with him (or her), the nutritionist, the physical therapist and case manager. It's a whole team and program that I will be involved in. They ran my insurance and I DO have benefits and they will go over that on the 15th. My mother-in-law will come with. BOTH my in-laws are so sweet as they will be helping me with what my insurance WON'T cover, so I can go through with the surgery and program. I am soooo very happy and grateful and ecstatic! (Am I something else or what...being excited over SURGERY! LOL!) Of course, I will owe them until kingdom come, but if it gets my life back or an even better one where I can move around a lot easier because I won't have all this weight holding me down, it'll be more than worth it. So I will be undergoing this program and I will keep everyone updated on my progress with pictures. This way, I'll have to stay on the program as I won't want to look like a fool in front of everybody!
Alrighty, that pretty much is it. To end this post, I'll include a video I took in San Diego of my mom and grandma walking through the surf on Mission Beach. I'm so glad I have these videos, even though they have no sound, I can see her moving again. I cherish each video and picture I have. I hope that you cherish your family's members and heritage. You only have ONE shot in this life to make a difference, so make it a good one!! That's my "pearl" of wisdom for the day. Whew...it tuckered me out, might have to take a nap.....
God bless ya!
Until next post,
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